Dear Fellow Xanga Readers... aka MY HOMIES FOR LIFE! =)
Here I go again.. leaving Rhode Island.... to start off another whole NEW chapter in my life.. in sunny California.. feeling wise i'm --> sad.. excited... scared.. happy.. anxious.. but I kno moving and starting a whole new life over there.. leaving my good friends and family behind will be hard as hell .. but I will make it.. this past year.. is just soo unexplainable.. definitely a bitter sweet year.. you lose some you gain some!.. although a couple of people I knew passed away..and are now off to a better peaceful place.. I look now and realize.. I've gained so many friends and friendships that got stronger ...that it all just balances out... friends that care.. and will always be there no matter what! I know for sure.. which I barely express my feelings .. but I know for sure that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE BOBBY and miss him with all my heart!.. im really bad at trying to express my feelings.. so to those who know me well enough.. knows how i feel inside.. and what im simply thinking... i love my BCC family.. i love my family family.. i love my OG COMM CREW.. i love my pinoys.. the NPT heads... everybody...
BUT DONT BE SAD that im gone.. coz now all ya'll have a reason to go to CALI! shoot.. to come visit me! =) hehe.. most def im goin to miss our get togethers.. or clubbing nights.. the endless bbqs... and just simply hanging out as a group...
seriously as much as people want to get outta RHODE ISLAND.. heres a word of advice.. cherish every moment you are here.. coz you can never predict the future.. you only live.. sec by sec... min by min... hour by hour.. day by day.. so just please dont take the small things in life for granted! .. trust me.. i left RI once.. and i didnt think i would miss it.. well i was wrong I did.. as boring as heck as this place is ... it will always be your home.. you'll always miss your home! soo in conclusion...
ima miss you guys like WHOA!... haha.. have fun this spring/ summer/ and for the rest of your lives.. you only live once.. so enjoy every single bit of it! be adventurous.. be spontaneous... be happy! =) .... DONT FORGET to include me in or let me know what everyone is doing for Bobby's 1 year... I mean i will do something in Cali with froggy, Chikkun, and Mel... but someone please let me know....
so this is just simply a SEE YOU LATER... not a goodbye.. take care everybody! i will keep in touch.. and ima miss you guys like crazy! keep smiling for me!
to my clubheads... KEEP ON DANCING.. TITIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dream big.. striver harder.. and keep smiling..
ciao
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